I just miss the way things used to be. With everything. With everyone. Losing a best friend causes just as much of a heart break as losing a significant other. The last thing I ever thought would happen in a million years, happened. Whether we like it or not things happen. But, hey its life. It sucks sometimes. I make like I don’t care and I brush it off like its nothing but it really does affect me and just thinking about it sometimes makes me wanna cry. I wish things could be different but I feel like there’s nothing I can do to change it and what’s done is done.
“Come on, tell me, tell me, tell me anything
And I will believe you
Tell me, tell me, tell me not to go and I will
never leave you, yeah
Tell me, tell me, tell me I’m yours
Tell me that you’re the same
Oh, tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me anything”
You can’t just throw away all the time and hard work you put into it. Don’t just give up because things are getting hard and aren’t working out for you. If something or someone means a lot to you, keep fighting until you reach to the point where you can’t take it anymore, and giving up is your only option. But it isn’t actually giving up, because you just couldn’t take it anymore.